Feeling angry, and not in the good way.
I may be squarer, but I am not letting grad school, photos or whatever consume my life. Strangely, I too worry about things like my kidneys collapsing and bleeding when I'm not supposed to, which is in fact what I spent last night worrying about, before I passed out at 7:30pm. Maybe I'm just too tired to reach out anymore.
Feel gloomy now. Like a big grey cloud over me.
Maybe it's just a matter of relating. I feel like I've lost whole realms of experience. Gained a deeper understanding of those I still maintain, tho. Stuff like, "Working is good" and "Home is where the heart is" and all that introverted-reading-quiet-stuff. Maybe that's it. Maybe I'm just too introverted now. I wonder if the situation would be different if I had a job?
And you know that it's a fool
Who plays it cool
By making his world
A little colder...
Dan from Phys Plant just walked by. He always kinda reminded me of Arpad in that arrogant, You-Know-You-Want-Me way. Only because it's Dan, who's Yugoslavian and actually named Dejan, it's "Joo-Noh-Joo-Vant-Mee." Anyway.
Readin' the Metro
Listenin' to people type
Thinkin' about being frustrated and unresolved?