2000-06-22 - 22:40:54

...waiting for someone
to push you together
waiting for someone
to push you away
there's always another
wound to discover
there's always something more
you wish he'd say...



I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Try to tell you but you look at me
like maybe i'm an angel underneath
innocent and sweet

yesterday I cried
you must have been relieved to see the softer side
i can understand how you'd be so confused
i don't envy you
i'm a little bit of everything
all rolled into one

I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm you dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
and today won't mean a thing

I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm you dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

Just when you think you got me figured out The season's already changin'
I think it's cool you do whatcha do
and don't try to save me

I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm you dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

I'm a bitch
I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you're hurt
When you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb
I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it ANY other way...



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