But tell me, does she kiss
like I used to kiss you
does it feel the same
when she calls your name
somewhere deep inside
you must know I miss you
but what can I say
rules must be obeyed
the judges will decide
the likes of me abide
spectators of the show
always staying low
the game is on again
a lover or a friend
a big thing or a small
the winner takes it all
I don't want to talk
if it makes you feel sad
and I understand
you've come to shake my hand
I apologize
if it makes you feel bad
seeing me so tense
no self-confidence...
but you see,
the winner takes it all...
case of song shaping mood. damn. i do have self-confidence, more than enough. i don't regret a person, but maybe a state of mind. state of being. the person-essence who loved me and understood me so well last year, who doesn't have a clue, nor the inclination to find out, who i am now. kinda sad. unanswered questions that just weren't worth asking. i kinda wish i hadn't had anything to lose, so i could have asked them. but i don't think it matters anymore, i've lost what was important, being mainly friendship and respect, my fault no doubt but it wasn't working. i'm being the best friend i can by staying away. what more can i give? oh the teen angst.
yeah I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong, this ain't a love song...
Readin'
Listenin' to
Thinkin' about
Most recently I was 
