I won't forget when Peter Pan came to my house, took my hand, I said I was a boy, I'm glad he didn't check...

It's true, I am kinda tired of encoding. So tired of trying to save people's feelings through misunderstanding in MY OWN DIARY. SO i'm not really going to bother anymore unless i want to. if you're unsure about something, ask and don't assume. If you're going to assume, leave me alone about it or laugh it off, cuz everyone always assumes the worst. And YES, i'm talking about You, and badmouthing You, and slagging off YOU ESPECIALLY GODDAMMIT I HATE YOU YOU'RE SO UGLY!!
See what I mean? you immediately thought the last one was for you, whoever you are. "All the days, how did you think we'd get by without you? You're so vain, I'll bet you think this song is about you, don't you, don't you, don't you..." So don't take anything to heart unless i tell you to. Except TFS people, cuz you guys will never get me wrong and i love you for that. It's so nice not to have to excuse myself to you guys, or explain myself, ever. You never misunderstand. Or rather, even when you don't understand what i'm saying, you don't understand it wrongly, and that's so very important to me right now.
And You, you Man-Hating-Dyke. Thank you for not judging. Or rather, for judging while remembering that you don't know me at all. Heh. It's funny how the ones who know me the most don't actually need to talk to me to still know me, not in the last 2 years, and yet the ones who thought they understood haven't got the slightest. It surprised me, i thought they understood. Maybe I've changed more than I thought. Jay's Theory of Growing Apart. am i now B^2? I hope that someday, somehow, "in shadows and in dreams," it may be possible again, but not now. I'm good, I'm good. :) I'm happy and a mountain. Need and want, that's what it's all about. He had it right from the beginning, bastard. :) And I have everything I need. Want comes later, want comes later.