amazing how cleansing a shower is, in many ways. i feel better. still like there's a cloud over me, but at least it's not raining.
Found a fridge yesterday. daddy said if i felt like selling it to his office i could prolly get $50 for it. i was going to keep it for the guys next year, but i dunno now. "but when we wake, it's all been erased, and so it seems, only in dreams..."
got History of Design tonight :) that's cool, it's an awesome course, and apparently cynthia was really complementary about my notes, which made mum VERY proud :) so that was cool. and i get any extra work if there is work to be had, which rocks- free art courses and un-taxed money! i'm freelancing!! i was thinking about writing the essay, the last topic was "design after WWI could never go back to the way it was. why?" cuz that's an awesome essay question.
I think I might double-major in psych and advertising. that would be useful, and i'm sure i could get through it. and i really want to! i'm finally picking out a course for myself. it feels good to have a goal. also, as usual when i'm restless, i want to cut my hair- i think i'll have it REALLY short, like cathy, jason's wife/gf at work, the strawberry-blonde. it's short at the back, lightly layered, with long bangs. Kinda like elise's, but a little longer.
Red got a job at costco- NO TWINKIES!!! :) way to go girl! :)
Catherine at work said that she got $19/hr for cleaning Mississauga Hospital, so she told me to go apply, and i wouldn't mind, only i don't feel terribly like cleaning up blood, and she said she'd just be cleaning and then someone would tell her that Bed 16 was "suddenly free" and you'd know someone had just died in it and she said there was a certain smell about it and you always knew when someone had died and she said the smoke room there's right between the morgue and the incinerator and it just occurred to her last week what goes IN to the incinerator so she doesn't like smoking there now. she said you only have to clean up blood on the midnight shift tho, and you get $2 extra for working then, cuzza it's the midnight shift, and cuzza you're a supervisor then (of yourself, granted), and cuz something else i've forgotten. her friend lee just had chickenpox last week while on night shift, and apparently passed through a lot of floors, the geriatric ward, a bunch of other ones, while she didn't know she had chickenpox, so i'm expecting a whole lot of people to be dying soon.
I got some nice shirts too. But i had the august 99 issue of cosmo, and it was all about sex, and mum threw it out, so i was pissed, cuz there was an article on pregnancy scares that i wanted to read. it wasn't hers to throw out anyway.
I'm going to change as of... now.
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