When you consider that i hadn't figured out what was wrong yesterday, when i wrote the last entry, until much much later, that's pretty amazing how dead on i was. (i have now. Crazy lesbian.) I'm not too upset at it now tho, like I said to Chriss, it's the diff between being an alcoholic and admitting it at an AA meeting- before you admit it, you PROBABLY already know but don't want to face it; it's facing it that's so hard. (basically i came to a realisation that most 12 y/o's have...) Anyway, I'm not flipping out about it now. I just kinda feel like I've lost a lot of innocence, a lot of dreams.
Chriss- Go find the mp3 of Dar Williams' When I Was A Boy. It reminds me of you.
Still coughing. Gah. At least I have my weekend to look forward to. Happy Pride Day!
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