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slow sinking feeling kills the mood you're conveying
and it pulls me far down below
it might be best if you go
can it not wait and hope for the best
will it not stop a while to rest
i need to get up,i need to get up, never mind cause i've done enough
the world waits around but i keep slipping and losing ground
do i not try so hard so good
i can't keep changing just because you think i should
said all i need to and you don't understand still
wish you saw picture my mind's eyes are deep and they're cynical
one taken four more kills the pain healing that sore
i've taken what's left i took it all
and now you won't let me forget
the world waits around but i keep slipping and losing ground
do i not try so hard so good
i can't keep changing just because you think i should
stop you're talking down
i lack the strength to sit or stand
i lost my self confidence in the quicksand
not now or ever
sink slowly my treasure
not now or ever
sink slowly my treasure...
-Quicksand
i can't lose anything
so what's left is mine
and I win this time
can i call you up?
whisper soft to you
what's left
we're through
we're through
consolation day
i'll make up a way
i'll know now just what to say
i'll get away from you
wait and I'll be begging
i'll get away from you
i'll pull you down
i saw it all again
fading memory became clear to me
i try but I can't say
that I'm yours for good
support me you said you would
and i'll get away from you
wait and I'll be begging
i'll get away from you
i'll pull you down
awake and dreaming
I'm only sleeping...
-Awake and Dreaming
felt the best that i could feel censored every memory
give me yours so I can feed mine
anywhere but far away can't be what you meant to say
I won't miss you in the meantime
all jokes aside you should decide
if it pleases or pains you
you should be allowed but you were beat out
so nothing can save you
closing up into the end try to start it up again
a lower voice and tired heart beats
take away the self esteem force it through to get relief
taking everything that I need
all jokes aside you should decide
if it pleases or pains you
you should be allowed but you were beat out
so nothing can save you
spirits all keep coming down
come around with answers
i'll cut my teeth in slivers
you're up and gone and senseless
broken open your abscess
is it all or is it none
i can't decide
closing all the one way doors
till i am left outside
that's just what i see
that's what i came to see
now you shut me out
i feel left out
-Condenser
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