Someone jumped off the Blood Viaduct 10 mins before we passed it today.
I'm feeling nauseous. "the sick soul" indeed... when i've been a "divided self" my whole life. wonder if i'm close to religious conversion then... i nearly was. when mike came back. i was so distraught i was praying. first time in years. heh. whoever would have thought he could make me do that...
cold inside and out. the tired, uncaring cold. shell-cold. only i can't shell- i've got class and responsibilities and friends and responsibilities and i could step off the end of this pier but i've got shit to do and an appointment on tuesday to shed uninvited blood and tissue i'll miss you i say to the river to the water to the son or daughter that i thought better of i could fall in love with jersey at sunset but i leave the view to the rats and tiptoe back...
Strange. to be caught between Ani and Monty Python. Not a mix that immediately suggests itself.
she's so old and you're... not.
Got a Malhavoc CD if anyone wants it... go vic.
I'd never want to jump.
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