It's all resolved, feeling-wise if not intellectually. which is cool. :) he's so nice! eh, it's all good...
was talking with physicsboy today, we skipped tutorial to go to grabba's, michelle didn't show up to class and i'm sure is burning with envy because i did :) ANYWAY, so physicsboy turns out to be ashley plewis, who slept with ashley cake with whom i worked in the summer, the girl with a buzzcut i thought was a little boy the first time i saw her. ANYWAY. so yeah. i'm like ".... plewis?" he's like "yeah?" i'm like "uhhhhh... i worked with ashley cake and melissa all summer... ummm...." he's like "oh god. so i'm an asshole, right?" i'm like "no.... yes..." so we were talking for an hour or so, it was weird. a bird got his jacket, it was funny.
... and i wonder
when I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
the only thing I'll ever ask of you
you've got to promise not to stop when I say when...
Think you can? think you will? for some reason, No Regrets isn't working well for me right now... like i said, i don't hold my breath, but that doesn't mean i can't wish. :) just because... because... i don't know. it seems strange, but you know the feeling you get when you know something's going to last? that. don't know what, but whatever it is, it's going to be lasting. that's good. everything feels so short-lived these days. i like our crossword-time. it's so comfortable.
maybe more later, if i feel like writing.
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