I think Chriss is right, good/bad days do go together. Yesterday was bad. Today, nothing's much better, but the attitude is different. a bit. over obsessing over the current developments in the larry situation, as many wonderful people have pointed out, anyone who knows me well enough'll be sensible, and the rest can go fuck themselves cuz they're dumb. Made up with Mum, well, that is to say, she tried to apologize this AM, in that way Mum has, you know, without actually saying anything as uncouth as "I'm sorry", and i appreciated the effort, even if i was still ticked off at the time. Esp. as she phrased it "your father seems to think i overreacted..." I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DON'T TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THEMSELVES! but i suppose it's better than nothing. had class, not bad, found out the kelly library reading room is open at 8, YAY, no more Emmanuel college cuz nothing's open at 8:30! semiotics was cool today, lots of psych. extension on pseudoscience essay. chocolate cheesecake at grabba's (expensive but GOOD.) see mermigas. yay mermigas! Drop notes off at Koffler. i think SCA should get the upper upper level for U of T day. anyway. went to stein's in the hope of catching sexyjamie and using my Line on him (dakk sent them to me. all-time best one, and don't none of you be using it on sexyjamie, cuz he's SO mine- "that shirt's very becoming on you. [move closer. run hand over his chest. reach up to whisper in his ear:] But then, if i were on you, i'd be coming too." BAM! instant fun-filled friday night! WOOOOO!!) anyway, i was in such a bad mood at the time that we didn't even talk when he eventually came in, just traded a couple of covert glances :) he SO knows. i'm much better at pool when i'm not playing against anyone. and i've finally got that "put no power into it but yet send ball flying across room" shot that i've never been good at. maybe i've never been good at it cuz i always use the short cue, which is now broken (wasn't me). now using the 21. anyway. anthro was cool, i love that class. picked up new Strand- article's there :) 1/4 page. pity ivor didn't let brett use his title for my piece- "Funk virgin deflowered by Isotope gang". gah. ivor's too conservative.
guess what i'm most annoyed about is how surprised people sound when i snap at them. like, "Hey. you're pissed off. ????" YES, PEOPLE, I -AM- ALLOWED TO BE PISSY SOMETIMES, BELIEVE IT OR NOT. EVEN IN PUBLIC. damn. people offload on me, some having earned it, some not, some about stuff that i don't give a shit about, and all you do is nod and smile, nod and smile, i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm so sorry...
whatever. rest of the week is better from here on. tfs dinner tomorrow. audiobomb friday. Chriss, kana, jay and james saturday. JP's saturday night. time to study, time to work. time to be me again. i really am. i wonder what mike thinks, he hasn't known single-me much. :) we get on. i think he's starting to find the disadvantages of having someone around a lot who can read your body like a book. EHEHEHE... poor mikey.
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